well,sedih camne pon edop msh perlu dtruskn.ak mmg blur gler2 time nk apply upu.impian tuk jd surgeon trpkse ak ltak tepi lu.ah tidakkk!!xpe2..yg pnting pe yg ak apply msti suits ngan rezuk ak..aiseymen,nk amek engineering..+math plak ak seram..mmg ak lgsg xley folow r +math nie.kmia konpem mmg akn wat ak pning..camne nie..adoyai..last2,mak ak jgak yg bg idea..dier kate..jgn amek rsiko sgt..plih pe yg ak rase ak mmpu bwat..tp..pe yg ak mmpu tu ak xtaw tu..lemah2..mak ak suggest kt ak sruh amek english..ak da gubra da.ader ke english.nk spekin pon trgagap2..ngeri2.tp,mom said dat she is konfiden with me.she knoe dat msti ak bley bwat pnyer..ak pon akur jela.org ckp..kater2 ibu bape ni ader kbrkatan dier..insyaALLAH..tp ak still not give up..ak ltak jgak kos medik kat celah2 form 2..ah,bntai jela..ader rzeki ader la 2.tup2..dpt je surt twrn..ak dpt kos english kt iium..time 2 ak da plan xnk g.ak nk pegi metrik je.susah pon susah la.but..mom still giving her hope 2 me...lps pikir,solat istikharah,tnye kwn2,doa..finally ak chose to take english...as my future career..n now..here i am..in iium,confusing n still cannot believe dat i have already set my destiny..n it's not like wat i have imagine b4 diz..n more important..i cannot learn bio anymore....argghh!!but dat is life..always expect the unexpected..~
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