Tuesday 24 March 2009

future??the road not taken~


well,sedih camne pon edop msh perlu dtruskn.ak mmg blur gler2 time nk apply upu.impian tuk jd surgeon trpkse ak ltak tepi lu.ah tidakkk!!xpe2..yg pnting pe yg ak apply msti suits ngan rezuk ak..aiseymen,nk amek engineering..+math plak ak seram..mmg ak lgsg xley folow r +math nie.kmia konpem mmg akn wat ak pning..camne nie..adoyai..last2,mak ak jgak yg bg idea..dier kate..jgn amek rsiko sgt..plih pe yg ak rase ak mmpu bwat..tp..pe yg ak mmpu tu ak xtaw tu..lemah2..mak ak suggest kt ak sruh amek english..ak da gubra da.ader ke english.nk spekin pon trgagap2..ngeri2.tp,mom said dat she is konfiden with me.she knoe dat msti ak bley bwat pnyer..ak pon akur jela.org ckp..kater2 ibu bape ni ader kbrkatan dier..insyaALLAH..tp ak still not give up..ak ltak jgak kos medik kat celah2 form 2..ah,bntai jela..ader rzeki ader la 2.tup2..dpt je surt twrn..ak dpt kos english kt iium..time 2 ak da plan xnk g.ak nk pegi metrik je.susah pon susah la.but..mom still giving her hope 2 me...lps pikir,solat istikharah,tnye kwn2,doa..finally ak chose to take english...as my future career..n now..here i am..in iium,confusing n still cannot believe dat i have already set my destiny..n it's not like wat i have imagine b4 diz..n more important..i cannot learn bio anymore....argghh!!but dat is life..always expect the unexpected..~

roda itu brputar...


bnar la spt kate pepatah 'pnas xslalunyer smpai ke ptang..'.skejap kite mgkin diats,dan ader mase kiter akn brade dbwah..rezuk spm yg x diduge bnr2 mnguji hdup ak.mgkn sbb sring mndpt kjayaan,sdikit kggln tlh brjaye mmthkn smgt ak.sjk kcil lg ak brcite2 tuk jd surgeon.ak tnamkn impian tuk jd yg terbek bwat parentz ak.tp...dgn rzuk yg sdemikian..mane mgkin ak dpt gapai impian ak..ma slalu pesan kat ak.."hidup ini tidak semudah yg kiter sngke"..TUHAN da bg byk nikmt kat kiter..tp mgkin sbb kiter lalai & leka,nkmat 2 ditarik seketika..tp kiter xbley slahkn takdir..yg pnting,tnamkn smgt lam hati dan cube baiki balik keclapan kiter..ak akur.my family is my stronger..ape2 pon inilah khidupan..the real journey is just begins..juz..ak berdoa moga ak tdak trlalu hnyut lg dlm ksernokan duniawi semate2..

Sunday 22 March 2009

ahlan wasahlan

white tulip


assalamualaikum smua..sje je title arab kt ats 2.xpndai mane pon sbnrnye.tp stakat yg ak blaja la,mksd ye 'selamat datang'.he3.ha,kalu lam jepun lak slmt dtg ni diyeorg sbut 'irasshaimase'.well,diz is my 1st blog..ak sbnrnye mls nk berblog2 ni,tp bile rmai la plak geng2 ak wat blog ak pon jd terekot same..adoyai.xpe la..ak xtaw nk coretkan ape lg wat time ni..
juz nk tinjau2 je dlu..kalu dpt ide ak continue r smule..ok smua..salam perkenalan dr ak..chow!